cant leave the bed

from I'm still vexted by omega jackson

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lyrics

Why are my eyes open cant leave this fetal position

This mental condition leaves me deprived of all ambition

Im in no need to do shit
Lay in this bed and be a victim of my own personal apocalypse and cerium stance

Stuck in my own head
But to outside world im mindless

Married to a dirty shirt and lounge pants

Laying in my stomach
Lifeless

Someone did me dirty
And replay all the situation in my brain all day and night

Curtains drawn I got no perception of dark or light

All i know, i lay bed ridden
Displaying concerns with actually giving in

They got a few description for my condition

I got a accurate one
No interest in living

Tv's on but i dont hear shit
The images just flash
Ill probably get worse looking at a news cast

My family thinks im fine
But thats a starch contrast

Giving my life away, Anthony kedis chillin by the underpass

Any other day this is comfortable as hell

But the depression got me feeling like im sleeping on broken glass

The feelings dont amend

As i stay numb in my bed

Tried to go in my living room annt even worth it

Theres water on mother board Im gonna short circuit

No real purpose

Annt showered in days

So my own waist i lay

Part of me wants to end it
Part of me wants to get parole for this sentence

no conjucal visits

No commissary
This is solitary

Until i escape the dead fantasy that comes and in prisons my sanity annually
Usually imposed by financial instability
Passed down from my family
Ending up lonely
For eternity

Until i see sun light its another day in bed trying to pass the time

Half dead and lonely by design

Until i regain my mind

And i lie to you saying im fine